1. Ezra Wallace was born today!! I have a new nephew!!
2. Rosanna finally went poop! It has been a few days which is very untypical of her. In addition to having her smell inside out and dill essential oils, I gave her Calcarea Carbonica homeopathic -three drops under the tongue and count to ten before swallowing- and RC-L glycerine tincture. 3. Most of us stayed home from church. :/ It has been a long time since I haven't taken the sacrament weekly. I usually go to another ward if the kids are sick, but I wasn't feeling well either and didn't make it. Bummer. I need the sacrament. 4. Greg was the discussion leader for his quorum. He was given the assignment late the night before. The topic was The Plan of Salvation. He said he enjoyed it. Yay! ...even though the video he had prepared to watch didn't work out. 5. I am so proud if Greg and his courage!! 6. I had one kiddo who was acting up at bedtime. It took her a bit of standing in the corner before she was ready to submit to my will. But once she was finally ready to close her teary eyes and count to ten, she was ready to do the other three chores she had earned during her loud, silly act. This reminded me of the scripture Mosiah 3:19.
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So far, all of his labwork and stool samples have been normal-ish. I still feel like something is wrong. He still has congestion and a cough...doctor wants him on a Zpack antibiotic, but every time I go to start it, I don't feel right about it. I didn't think his cough was a big deal - I felt it was drainage from his ears/sinuses. It is concerning, however, that he has had some ill symptom for about two months. I think it might be a reaction to the lactose in my milk. (Monday I should know for sure when the stool culture results come back). I don't want to start him on the antibiotic, which destroys the lactese enzyme on the tips of the intestinal wall, making his intolerance worse, if I just need to stop nursing him. I stopped nursing him on Wednesday and he seemed to be improving. The next day he was depressed and wouldn't eat or drink much of anything. Worried about him, I nursed him at dinner and he perked right up! I cried happy tears!! Truth is, my day had a gray cloud, too. That night, my milk supply was low and he didn't want anything but to nurse. So sad. He, I mean, we are up all night every night. Every time he tosses or turns, he wants to nurse to get back to sleep. I gave him 1.5ml of Children's Ibprofen. First time ever - that's why I halved the dose- but it didn't help. The doctor thought I had a black eye! lol! No, just sleep deprived. Sigh.
He hadn't pooped since Tuesday morning when I took the stool sample in. And he hadn't urinated for eight hours or so. I called the nurse. She said he was probably dehydrated. I recalled I bought some Pedialyte frozen pops a few days ago (totally inspired- a tender mercy of the Lord). After giving him a pop, he pooped and peed!! I later had the realization that he didn't sweat those two nights that I didn't nurse him because he was dehydrated. I am drinking red raspberry leaf herbal tea to increase my milk supply. I put dabs of fennel essential oil on my breasts, too. He was sweaty last night. I felt like my milk had increased (somewhat) and I had been nursing him all night, but he isn't peeing like he used to. I almost took him to the ER at 5am. Will talked me into waiting a few more hours. At the ER, they will probably just give him an IV until he pees and then release him. I want them to run more tests to find out why he is always sick and why constipated and restless at night...he also bites like crazy. He had a slight wet diaper at 8am so I haven't taken him in yet. Perhaps this is normal when transitioning. His wet diapers aren't yellow or smelly due to concentrated urine. Maybe I was overly breastfeeding him... He had a few wet diapers today, including a good wet one before 4pm. I have been nursing him frequently. It looked as if wheels were turning in Rosie's head as I held her in the study. I asked what she was thinking about...
"Jesus" "Really, what about Him?" "He wants us to follow Him." "What else?" "Say our prayers. Be nice to our family. Read the scriptures." "You are so right!! He does want us to do those things!!" .A Thomas Jefferson Education is getting a superb, individualized, mentored, great education based on personal missions and life purposes. Standing on the shoulders of giants - those who have already put in effort and have written their inspiration in what has been termed as classics - we are able to gain insight and wisdom. It is training a child in the classics which instills in them a knowledge of how to think. We are able to see how others responded, the dedication it takes to overcome trial. Their thoughts and impressions. Not that I want to become Thomas Jefferson, but that through his example of selfless service to the good of the whole, I am able to become who I am meant to become because I can see it and then apply it. It is impossible to insert education into a child. He must want it and receive it. Learning comes when the child sees a reason, a purpose for it. As they have learned the benefits to including the feeling of satisfaction - that comes from hard work, they will be willing to put in the dedication to achieve that goal. A mentor, however, is typically needed in order to keep one on track, give feedback, discuss.
Great education is refining as is inspires and transforms you into 'becoming,' as described in Plato's The Allegory of the Cave. A great education is backed by purpose. Knowing useless facts is truly useless. Feeling is pointless if it doesn't bring about action. Doing is where is it at. However, just doing for the sake of doing isn't enough. Doing needs to be backed by knowledge, skills, and character. It is a combination of knowing, feeling, and doing accurately, involving the whole person (physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, and socially), that will bring about desirable change.. When was the last time I did something hard for my children, let alone my grandchildren? I feel saddened at the realization of my selfishness. I have been homeschooling for a long time, and they haven't seen me go through the hard effort of learning. It's time to change. Will is taking his masters program in Natural Law. I am excited for the kids to see him struggling at gaining an education. It is motivating - and not just for the kids. I am going to be finishing my 7 Keys Certification and read the books he is. I have felt I need to get so much done before I can successfully homeschool. I am sure this is a false belief. There will always be more to do. I just have a huge list constantly on the back of my mind. I feel if I could spend a week focusing on getting that done, then I could really get things going with educating myself and my kids. Although I don't feel qualified to be my kids mentor, I feel like it is my responsibility to rise to the task and get qualified. Perhaps I need to purchase some books about mentoring, as I have never been mentored and not sure how to go about it. My kids so far, seems to be more into skills and talents, and not so much study. I think as they grow and develop, they will yearn for it - if I set that example for them. The word individualized is sticking out to me. I need to meet with my kiddos and figure out their passions, dreams, and such and not only what provides them energy - but why, what is it about it that is energizing. See Reset by Dustin Peterson. Greatness is the divinity within each of us. It is our potential to become as God. I come face-to-face with greatness as I look into the curious eyes of each of my children. They truly are amazing. I come face-to-face with greatness as I look at the stars and the beauties of this earth. In education, I took Class 1 of the Introduction to the Great Books and studied passages from Aristotle, Plato, and Socrates. It was difficult reading and I'm sure I just scratched the surface, but it felt good. It was at the end of this class that I felt revelation about needing to be a light to the world - about gaining the wisdom in these books so that I will be ready when others come seeking it. In my own life, education was always pushed as being important. We would schedule dentist appointments around school. Mom was always fearful Dad would die and she would be left to provide for the family without an education. Her hope was that we got a bachelors and masters degree before we had children. I don't remember her pushing getting a job, just an education. She had a full ride (if I remember right), but dropped out because she didn't know what she wanted to do and was feeling like she was wasting that money. I thrived on being creative in my projects. I loved the Wow Factor and praise from friends and teachers. I would even do things way out of my comfort zone (Kira and I made up a rap as our presentation for a science experiment) to get that praise. My parents pushed doing my best and didn't worry so much about the grade. I was a valedictorian. I; however, am embarrassed by that. I worked hard to get that, but I didn't learn anything. I was learning for the wrong reasons. My dad would beg me to fail a class - or at least a paper. He saw my unbalanced life and knew I needed some relaxing time. I, did, have a lot of social activities with the various clubs and organizations I was involved in. But always stressed and late nights studying. I didn't like reading aloud or asking/answering questions in class. I never learned how to think and discuss. I still struggle with these aspects as an adult. Shortly after, I received revelation about my mission: To be an Example of the Believers. The phrase just popped into my head when I was contemplating various missions. I feel also, being a mom, is having so many missions all at once. I am also a healer. I don't feel like my life is in sync with my missions. When I read books with women who are always including God in their conversations, I feel like I would love to be like that. I am not quick on my feet in speech and would much rather write. So, I have started a blog, hoping that as I write and have acting thoughts I will be much more likely to share. My genius is of a spiritual manner. I want the center of my home to be Jesus Christ. I want a refined home filled only with things that are beautiful, good, and noteworthy. I tie everything back to the Plan of Salvation. I am boring. I want to be a glaze killer, but I tend to be more of a sit down, shut up, and listen type of a person. I want to get down to business because the sooner we do, the sooner we are done, the sooner we can move on to other things. I don't like this aspect about myself and desire to change. I watched a video clip in Primary teacher training about when you feel overwhelmed, pray for inspiration and then be flexible. Gain their respect and attention with an attention grabber or object lesson. Entrepreneurs are leaders. If you work for someone, you are reliant on them. Entrepreneurs learn how to lead. They need to have in depth knowledge in various areas. If you have a truly great education, always striving to learn more and be better, you will not feel fulfilled working for someone. If you dont have knowledge or skills, you are not free to choose. A great education is worth a great deal. Sacrificing time, sleep, opportunities prove it has value, i recently told a friend boredom comes before creativity. Taking the initiative, having ingenuity, tenacity and innovation are all leadership skills. I want to be (and raise children who will be) leaders who will take appropriate action, not wait for someone to tell them what to do and when and how to do it. We were born to win the battle against big government. I teared up when I read this in We Hold These Truths to be Self Evident. As well as "the future and prosperity depends on millions of us understanding natural law and the proper role of government." I believe there is a crash coming. And it is up to those with a great education to pick up the pieces and regain our freedoms. America has prophecy to fulfill - we are not going to get there going on this same route. Self-education is the only way to gain lasting knowledge. There is a place for all types of education. However, getting a great education will put you in a position to be of the most use in all areas of your life - fulfilling your life's mission. You are free to choose a profession, become a leader, or even a worker; if you don't have this education, you are left to only become a worker. You can be a leader in any field - homemakers, included. A teachers role is to inspire and be held accountable. To provide more and more books, following the tangents of the child. I see unlimited potential. I see the embryo of a God. I love the definition of TJEd here. I need to work on an elevator speech! 1. William brought this note to me while I was taking a breather in the van.
2. I woke up to William rubbing my feet. Smile. 1. Levi had another fever last night, but was fever-free during the day - same as the night and day yesterday. Weird. I wonder what's going on at night to cause him to have a fever.
2. I am anxious to get the results from his labwork; I fear there is something seriously wrong. 3. Tender mercies of the Lord - I am able to function during the day with as little sleep as I am getting. 4. My aunt puts Will and my name in the temple frequently. I had the thought to ask her to add Levi's name. Before I was able to ask her, she asked if she should add any of the kids to the prayer roll!! I told her about his sinus issues and always being sick. 5. Judy also mentioned the possibility of Levi having intussusception, like Greg did. Totally random because I have never mentioned his colon issues. Perhaps she was inspired - the more I research it, the more probable it seems. 6. We had a scare. We were getting ready to go the store. The little kids and William were out front getting in the car. William said a lady in a black car drove up and asked if he wanted socks and to come close to the car so she could open the door and give them to him. He said "NO!" grabbed Emma Leigh and Rosanna and brought them in the house. So thankful he is still with us!!! We watched Stay on the Safe Side and he knew what to do! So scary!! I'm not sure what Emma Leigh and/or Rosie would have done if it happened to them. We talked about it - and the importance of the Itty Bitty's staying near me at all times. I am so thankful to have all my kiddos. When I have scares like this, it makes me want to hug my kiddos a little longer. Will said, "Is it time to move to Monticello?" - I was ready to load the van and leave everything in the dust. (It turned out the lady is visiting someone in our neighborhood and said she didn't even think about the fact that it appeared to be a kid-napping. She was proud of William.) 7. Another tender mercy: while at Deseret Industries, near the bathrooms, I opened an essential oil to allow Levi to smell them while I was waiting for the kids. He touched the oil bottle and then his face and mouth and started wimpering. My heart sank. I knew water would make it worse. I rushed in the bathroom and nursed him, but there was still burn on his face... then I remembered I had just bought coconut oil and had the kids run to the car. By the time we got home, it was all cleared and no discomfort. So thankful I had angels watching out for Levi! 0. Levi had a streak of blood in his ear - from a perforated eardrum (according to my nurse friend - so thankful for her!!)... I wonder if it happened on our flight ?? I had his ears cleared by doc right before we left. I feel so bad, I didnt know it ruptured - or even that it was close to rupturing. 1. Levi woke up at 1:40 this morning with a fever. Poor kiddo. 1.5 I slept in and woke up to the sound of dishes being done!! My kids are the best!! They made waffle mix, then waffles, then did dishes from breakfast and dishes from dinner last night. The floor was swept and mopped and the family room was tidied!!! The reward was a movie while I showered. 2. I got his bloodwork done - two arms and two pokes and a bit of feeling around under the skin for a vein in each arm. I shed tears. Rough time. 3. Jimmy watched my kids so I could take care of Levi. Life saver. 4. Made spaghetti squash with meat sauce. It was interesting, but not in a bad way. 5. My 7 kids felt like at least 14 this evening. Trying to keep them quiet so Will can study seems to have the opposite effect. 6. Emma Leigh and Rosie bonked heads - I think they will both have bruises. 7. Dad called about a dream he had; he got Mom's old computer with the cabinet program and was helping me with my kitchen remodeling plans. It was fun to hear his excitement! 8. Rosie has been saying her belly hurts lately and that she is cold. ?? 9. Great made up a song on piano and added other instruments digitally. It really sounds awesome! He has a gift! Jimmy is helping him learn to read music. 10. Madilyn crocheted a few washclothes this evening. 11. Bella loves helping in the kitchen. 12. William is so crafty when it comes to getting everyones attention. Im trying to remember he is not an apple and that;s okay; yet trying to teach him to be mindful of boundaries. 13. Bella is quite an entrepreneur. She crafted some cards and set up shop at the top of the stairs. I bought a beautiful card with gems and rows of ribbons for $1. 1. I was able to work on my 7 Keys Certification during study time. It feels so good to use my brain for thinking and writing.
2. Rosanna wanted me to lie down by her or hold her standing up while she fell asleep. 3. The kids are using the backside of a woven chair to sift out rocks - of all sizes - so they can have soft sand/dirt in our sandbox. Amazing the work they are willing to put into something they want! Yesterday, Madilyn (my movie fanatic) didn't want to come inside to watch a movie (and watch Levi) so that I could paint because she wanted to sift more dirt! 4. We decided to have Levi's blood tested. He had blood in his stool a few times. It wasn't very much, but any is too much for me! He is still not completely well... it's been at least a few months since he didn't have something going on health wise every day. He doesn't seem to be lethargic or out of it, but he does seem off; not as happy as I remember him being. Colon issues run in Will's family. Levi gets constipated frequently - it seems moreso after his round of antibiotics (which didn't do anything). Foot zoning and having him smell Inside Out essential oil seem to be the things that help the most with his constipation. Levi's feet have always been on the hard side - especially in the intestines area. Will's mom said that when Jimmy had Leukemia, it started with a cold that just never got better. Every time I muscle test, I get the go-ahead to get the bloodwork done...I'm hoping I'm coloring the test so that I can have peace of mind that all is well with my littlest love. 5. I had one kiddo who told a fib. One of my pet peeves is washing clothes that are already clean. I'm not talking about the jeans you wore once and could wear again before they were considered dirty, I'm talking about the ones that were hanging on the banister and got knocked off and just thrown back into the hamper. It drives me crazy. One kiddo emptied the dryer and put the clothes on the banister instead of putting them away in our clothing closet. I told her to put them back in the dryer and try again. I later found a bunch in the hamper! She said she didn't do it, so we had to have a talk about honesty. |
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